feel so empty, every night i come home to a house with an empty heart. with nothing to look fwd to, without a balance of happiness. ive lost my balance, i dunno where it went.

every week, days goes on, it goes on but carries nothing, i just dont feel happy and at ease. things are just different.
where is that balance?
what have i done wrong?

the story behind the scenes

behind every successful men, lies a self sacrificial woman. im beginning to understand that...

WOMEN...

allow themselves to believe, half the time only to find that they were cheated.

some, times...

sometimes some things couldnt stay true... perhaps it wasnt even meant to be true in the first place.
some things are better left unsaid. the unnecessary expectations, the unnecessary emotions, the unnecessary sadness.

可见，有此美梦应不能成真儿美。

但，人都太贪心了。

this job...

i never knew how stressful it is to me till, today my colleague discovered many white hairs growing in the pile of my black hair. i haven had so much white hair before, i was taken aback and worried.

have been really tired with work, have seen the ugliest sight of how your work peers can become. perhaps this is just to remind that there is no true "friendship" in the working world. every one is a hypocrite. no one should be soft-hearted and u should be selfish for yourself.

it dawned hard on me, its time to move on from this place. its time.

pisses even the hairs in my ass

this place is SO fucking shitty.

every morning you are welcomed by nothing but crap talks.
F.U.C.K PLACE

01.01.2011

the love of friendship, dont ever belittle them.















loving them, my superstar girlfriends :)