Dear B,

i really did hurt you alot didnt i?

so much but u didnt want to admit to it at all, so much that u didnt want to admit to how much it hurted u.
and to make urself forget all the pain that it brought, and all the pain that was reminded from your past, u changed...
u changed ur perspective, u changed ur attitude to tell urself it could no longer hurt you, u changed the way you do things. u build walls among urself so as not to be hurt by something so similar again.
this is what it is isnt it?

why. why didnt u just say honestly how much it hurts u? why didnt u just own up? its ok my dear, its ok to say it hurts, it ok to admit. it doesnt make u less a man.
pls, could you let me know ur feelings if theres ever another chance? pls just tell me, honestly.
dont hide, u really dont have to hide.